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I was created by Ixis Naugus on November 4, 3217. My main purpose was to destroy. I was called Solar Chaos at the time.
Naugus had learned of something called the Emerald of Life, which was capable of defeating his evil magic. So he sent me to Sunset Island to steal it for him. He disguised me as an orphan to play on the sympathy of the king and queen. It worked. I was adopted into the royal family. All would have gone according to plan, but one squirrel unknowingly saved the Emerald of Life. Prince Ray Squirrel and I became quick friends. We were inseparable. He even introduced me to my first love, a young female fox by the name of Lisa Silver. Because of all these delays, the king and queen eventually learned who and what I really was before I could steal the Emerald. I was banished from Sunset Island and Naugus was furious. I was ordered to destroy the island. I don’t know why I did it. Maybe because I lost my best friend (whom I loved as a brother), or because I was thrown out like trash. Whatever the reason, on that day, Sunset Island sank into the sea. 214 died. After it was over, the full reality of what I did hit me. I killed my friends, the girl I loved, and many other lives. I broke into tears and ran off, I didn’t care where, I just ran. I was a broken fox. I had lost everything. My home, my friends, .....even the girl I loved. Eventually, I came to rest in the Great Unknown. I was so furious at this point, that I destroyed everything in sight. One of the nearby hills collapsed onto me. Minutes later, Sonic the Hedgehog found my nearly dead body and brought me to Knothole Village to recover. I lived in Knothole for 8 years. I went by the name Jesse Prower (as I was known on Sunset Island), But I used the nickname "Solar" so I would never forget who I was. Because my appearance is almost a perfect match of Tails, people started calling me "Solar Tails". this nickname has lasted up until today. I don’t mind being called Solar Tails, just NEVER call me Tails. Not everyone was killed on Sunset Island. Ray Squirrel was smuggled off the island before it’s destruction. Ray and I eventually ran into each other. At first we didn’t recognize each other, but when we remembered, he forgave me for my crimes and we became close friends again. Recently, I learned that Sunset Island resurfaced. I also learned that most of the residents lived, but were turned to stone. Only during the night, can they exist as flesh and bone. I wish I knew why. Lisa was somehow spared from the fate of the others, but even though she could walk, talk, and think, her body was dead. Ray used the Emerald of Life to revive her completely. Now I have sworn to restore and protect Sunset Island from anymore harm. I have also made it my mission to destroy my creator, Ixis Naugus. Naugus isn’t my only worry. In late April of 3235, Naugus captured me and ripped my soul from my body. He then used my body to recreate Solar Chaos. Ray used the Aura Stone to give me a new body, but Solar Chaos is still on the loose. Not only must I protect Sunset Island from harm, but I must also guard the Solar Emerald (which gives me my powers) from Naugus and Solar Chaos. I also hold the Emerald of eternity, which makes it near impossible for anyone to kill me. The Ancient Walkers gave it to me for protection against some future event, but I still don’t know what. Luckily, my enemies don’t yet know about this emerald. I posses the original Blue Chaos Emerald. It was given to me by Tikal to protect until she needs it back. When I lived in Knothole Village, I met a beautiful young rabbit by the name of Bunnie Rabbot, and before long, I was in love again. Bunnie and I became good friends. I always tried to tell her how I felt, but could never find the words. As time passed, we came closer, and closer. On one day, I was once again trying to tell her how I felt, but before I could say a word, she said the five words I’d never forget. I love you Jesse Prower. When Naugus took my body to recreate Solar Chaos, he also revealed my true origins to everyone. I was shocked at how understanding my friends were. Although they were upset over what I did, they forgave me and then dropped the subject. I still blame myself for what happened on Sunset Island 8 years ago. I have been on the verge of suicide many times. I’ve come to realize through the help of my friends, that Mobius needs me. There is too much corruption and evil on the planet. The reason why I am needed is because of what I used to be. The best way to catch a villain is with a villain. Solar Chaos has been tormenting me since he was recreated. He is constantly trying to kill me and my friends. I used to think that me and Solar Chaos were once one, and all Naugus did was separate us, but I found out the hard way that I was wrong. Solar Chaos made me seriously wound a friend and nearly kill another. This was the last straw. I lost it at this point. I was so filled with anger and madness, that I once again became the true Solar Chaos! I would have killed everyone if it wasn’t for Ray. He reminded me of Bunnie and my friends and said that he thinks of me as a brother. It’s when he said "brother" that I realized I was becoming everything I hate. I’m very lucky to have Ray as a friend. I also consider him my brother. Even though I was back, I pretended to be the true Solar Chaos for a while longer. Why you ask? To fool Naugus and Solar Chaos. They believed I was back to my old self and tried to use me to destroy my friends, but I duped them good. Naugus, believing I was on his side, felt invincible with me to protect him. Naugus was drawn into the open, and he handed me a Vorta Crystal to use to steal my friends energy. Instead, I used it on Naugus to drain him of his powers. When he was helpless, I used his own powers to destroy him. I’m sad to say that Solar Chaos is the least of my worries. Recently, a new menace has arrived. Solar Dark. Solar Dark claims to be my lost powers. Whatever he is, he is very dangerous. He kills people viciously for fun, then drains them of their energy to grow stronger. Normal weapons have no effect on him. I ran my blade straight through him and he just laughed. Ever wonder if life could possibly get worse? Well for me it has. Solar Chaos found something called the Nega Crystal. This crystal has the ability to cancel Void energy, and me being made up of Void energy gave Solar Chaos an idea. He used the crystal on me and I surely would’ve died, but before Solar Chaos could do too much damage, my friends saved me. Unfortunately, Solar Chaos was able to cancel out my powers, leaving me weak and helpless. Sometimes I wonder how much more my life can possibly change. Recently, I learned that I am not completely made of Void matter, but instead am the product of the DNA from three Mobians, as well as Void matter. The three Mobians are: Miles "Tails" Prower, Fiona Fox, and Ray Squirrel. Yes, Ray! I can understand why Naugus used Tails’ DNA, due to the fact I’m an almost perfect replica of Tails, but I still don’t know why I contain Fiona and Ray’s DNA. I guess this means I have parents, huh? I found out Solar Chaos had a way to reverse the effects of the Nega Crystal, but wasn’t willing to give it up, so I had to fight him for it. It was a long and painful fight, and I nearly got killed, but I won. The mysterious green crystal was mine. Solar Chaos escaped though. After he was gone and I was alone with the crystal, I began to think. Am I sure I want my powers back? I decided to take my powers back, but not to use them unless absolutely necessary. Unfortunately, my relationship didn’t last with Bunnie. She had to leave, to some far off place. We still keep in touch, but I miss her. I guess I’m not ment to fall in love. I’ll never learn, will I? I’m in love again, heh. Her name is Terbear, but everyone calls her Terby. She’s very beautiful, and is a great pleasure to be with. I just hope it will last this time, I don’t know if I can love and lose again. I hate my life. Plain and simple. Why do I hate me life, you say? Naugus is back!! All I know is that an evil clone of Ray brought Naugus back. The clone was created be Solar Chaos. When I learned Naugus was back, I freaked. I was ready to rip someone’s head off, and I was hoping it would be Naugus’. Afterwards, I sank into a depression and was ready to give up and let Naugus win. My friends did everything they could to snap me out of it, but I was too far gone. It wasn’t until I learned Naugus was after Ray, and possible after Paws, that I snapped out of it. Now, I’m back! I charged up all my powers and stand ready to face Naugus and his minions to the bitter end! I only hope I don’t fail, because if I do, My friends, as well as myself might not live to see another day. I found out why Naugus is after Ray. It turns out Ray is a Magi, and not just any Magi, but the prince. A Magi is the magical race that inhabited Sunset Island. Thanks to me, Ray is the last Magi on Mobius. Naugus wants Ray so he can drain Ray’s powers. Once Naugus has Ray’s powers, he’ll have access to the gateway that leads to the legendary Mighty Stone. The Mighty Stone is a magical object similar to the Emerald of Life, but significantly more powerful. I gotta somehow stop Naugus.....again. Remember me telling you I hate my life? Well I’ve just been reminded. Well, for a few weeks now I’ve been dating Terby, but lately....I’ve begun having feelings for her friend Roxanna-le. At first I thought nothing of it, but after a while, I could no longer ignore my feelings for her. I talked to her and was shocked to learn she felt the same way for me as I did for her. We went to Sunset Island to talk to Paws; hoping he could help. After a while of go nowhere talk, Paws had to leave. Me and Roxy continued talking for a while, but our emotions got the best of us and we found ourselves making love. The next day, I learned Roxy was pregnant with my daughter Nicola. You can imagine how upset Terbear was when she learned I slept with her best friend. I was devastated as well. I felt confused, angry, and sad. Confused because I had no idea what was going on. Angry at myself for causing others so much pain. Sad, because I was afraid of loosing them. I know I can’t be with them both, so I must decide. But....which is the right choice? To stay with Roxanna-le and my daughter? Or to stay with Terby and my unborn child? I want so badly to make this mess right....... ...but, what do I do? Bottom line, I’m screwed. I needed some supplies that only the Dark Legion, so I disguised myself as a Dark Legionnaire and stole the parts I needed from the Dark Legion. The DL somehow traced the stolen parts back to me and attacked me, nearly killing me and took back their stuff. Now it’s over....NOT! The DL are still after me. They want me dead. The only way they let me live is if I joined them...so I joined them. I have plans though. I won’t be pushed around by the DL much longer. I’ve realized that Ray isn’t the last Magi. Since 1/3 of my DNA is from Ray, I am also a Magi. I’ve been working on translating an old Magi spell book so I could use it’s powers against my foes. I....er...kinda need to be more careful when trying new spells. I’ve..well...kinda turned myself into a female echidna. Until I can reverse the spell, I’m going by the name Cherry-le, so people don’t know good ol’ Solar Tails can’t even get a simple spell right. The choice between Terby and Roxy was simplified. Terbear, fed up with me, dumped me. Although Terby and I are no longer together, I won’t abandon my child. I’ll help Terby raise Leanne in anyway I can. My days with the DL are over. When I was in the Dark Legion, my dark side resurfaced. I disguised myself as Kragok, who had been missing for some time now, and posed as the leader of the DL. I was stopped by Ray and Razor Darkquill. I hid my identity well, until I was beaten and my hood was pulled off. Ray healed my wounds and released the evil from my body. Although I’m free, so is that evil energy. When Ray revived me, he made me into a real Mobian using the Emerald of Life. Now I’m a squirrel instead of a fox clone. I like being a squirrel, but I miss being a fox. Life’s starting to get better. While with Roxy one day, I nervously mustered my courage to ask Roxy a difficult question. Will you marry me? At first I thought I was an idiot for asking, but when she answered I was happier than I had been in months. She said yes!!!!! I met the "First" today. The "First" was Naugus’ first attempt at me. I am the “Second.” The “First” is called Star Tails. He’s been Naugus’ slave until recently when he escaped. He was so broken from Naugus’ abuse, he was taking his anger out on everyone he met; in the most destructive way he could. Luckily, I was able to reach out to him and calm him down. I gave him a Vorta Crystal that would repair all the damage Naugus did to him. When he used the crystal however, I was “Fixed” too. I was brought back to my original form. Not the fox Solar Chaos, but the echidna Solar Chaos. Yes Echidna! When Naugus first created me, I was an echidna, but an accident made it necessary to give me a new body. My mind wasn’t reverted though, so I’m still a good guy. Solar Chaos did it to me again! He used the Vorta Crystal on me and nulled out my powers. This time I didn’t care. I was glade my powers were gone. I’m loosing my grip on life! I’ve gone through so much...and changed so many times. I feel like I lost my identity. I don’t know what to do. My friends are doing what they can to help, but they can’t do much for me. I’ve made another change in my life. This one is the solution to my depression. I simply finished what Solar Chaos started. I took held of the Vorta Crystal and let it destroy me. Although my body was forever gone, my soul survived. As a spirit, I searched Sunset Island for the Mighty Stone. When I finally found it, I used it to give me a new, permanent body. I’m still a fox, but I no longer resemble Tails...much. I only have one tail and I have blue, not black eyes. Finally, life’s getting better. With my life finally in check, I began repairing the damages to Sunset Island. I built a bunch of MST (Mecha Solar Tails) ‘bots to help me repair the city. I got the parts for the MST’s from Robuttnik’s scrap yard. When the city was repaired, I brought Ray in to help me restore life to the island and return the people. FINALLY!!! My mission is complete! Sunset Island and it’s people have been restored! Ray told me that it wasn’t the Mighty Stone I found, but the legendary Angel Stone. The Angel Stone is a mythical stone that was created by the tear of an angel, when life first started on the island thousands of years ago. Ray and I used the Angel Stone with the Emerald of Life to create the Miracle Stone. We then used the Miracle Stone to restore life to the dead island. Because of all the good I’ve done and all the evil I’ve tried to undo, Ray Knighted me. I now have the title of Sir Jesse Prower. Strangely though, the people don’t remember what I did....or that I once worked for Naugus. Whatever the reason, I’m glad my mess is finally cleaned up. Now just one final change. Ray and I must go back in time and continue what where we left off 8 years ago. History will change and some stuff I did will never happen. When me and Ray reach our destination, he will use the Miracle Stone one last time to take 8 years off out ages. This may or may not be my final entry. In case this is my final entry, please do me two favors. First, learn from my mistakes. Second, don’t forget me. Don’t forget what and who I once was. I want to be known for what I truly am....mortal. |